Infinity symbol | #epilepsy #anxiety #ill #seeingpeople
That title will probably make no sense to anyone. Or at least to some.
Like my Intro post, I mentioned I am epileptic with highly functional anxiety. What I did not mention is I have had spells? visions? that would make me dizzy.
Another thing that goes with that is the infinity symbol. Sometimes it's in both eyes and other times it can appear only in one side of my eye. I've had this when I was a kid, yet at that time I thought it was 'cool'.
Last night, I decided to go to bed early. If I have energy, I read a little from the book I venture in at the moment. Yet, last night was not the case. I grabbed my book, set myself up in bed and basically crashed. My head landed on the pillow I use to hold my book and my book dropped on the floor. My mom thought she heard something, but she thought it was Beatrice (my cat). So she didn't get up. As for my dad, he closed the T.V. to prepare himself for bed and when he went to say goodnight he got my head back up first and made sure I could say Yes and No with my eyes before doing anything else. Then he woke my mom up (who was already in bed) so she can keep an eye on me. By the time I could communicate, I was writing down and asked to call 811. Which where I am from is called Telecare, when you can talk to a nurse and see what's the next best step. Well...ambulance came.
By the time I left home, I had 5 mini-seizures. Or blank seizures. Blood sugar was good, pressure also. When it came to blood test....my epilepsy med was too low. When the paramedics came, they checked my list of meds and thought it was way high for me. Yet at the hospital, one of them is too low...
I only stayed for about 5 hours plugged on a machine at the hospital before going home.
Apart from that, I had a good day today. Even if I slept like a cat. I won't be staying late tonight since I still have those visions, but very minimal this time.
If anyone has ever had theses types of visions or know someone, please let me know! It would brighten my day.
Like my Intro post, I mentioned I am epileptic with highly functional anxiety. What I did not mention is I have had spells? visions? that would make me dizzy.
Another thing that goes with that is the infinity symbol. Sometimes it's in both eyes and other times it can appear only in one side of my eye. I've had this when I was a kid, yet at that time I thought it was 'cool'.
Last night, I decided to go to bed early. If I have energy, I read a little from the book I venture in at the moment. Yet, last night was not the case. I grabbed my book, set myself up in bed and basically crashed. My head landed on the pillow I use to hold my book and my book dropped on the floor. My mom thought she heard something, but she thought it was Beatrice (my cat). So she didn't get up. As for my dad, he closed the T.V. to prepare himself for bed and when he went to say goodnight he got my head back up first and made sure I could say Yes and No with my eyes before doing anything else. Then he woke my mom up (who was already in bed) so she can keep an eye on me. By the time I could communicate, I was writing down and asked to call 811. Which where I am from is called Telecare, when you can talk to a nurse and see what's the next best step. Well...ambulance came.
By the time I left home, I had 5 mini-seizures. Or blank seizures. Blood sugar was good, pressure also. When it came to blood test....my epilepsy med was too low. When the paramedics came, they checked my list of meds and thought it was way high for me. Yet at the hospital, one of them is too low...
I only stayed for about 5 hours plugged on a machine at the hospital before going home.
Apart from that, I had a good day today. Even if I slept like a cat. I won't be staying late tonight since I still have those visions, but very minimal this time.
If anyone has ever had theses types of visions or know someone, please let me know! It would brighten my day.
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